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Thursday, February 22
internal scream.. @ 3:35:00 PM
a bad bad ever so bad dae 2dae.. tings went completely wrong wif mi.. when i wake up in e morning, my whole eye was red-- apple red.. i got so shock.. though i knew my eyes r alwaes red, but neva so red b4... went to school and found out tt i fail my eng badly.. one of e last 5 in e whole class.. i might look hapi. every1 was lyk walau u fail u stil so hapi 4 wat.. but no~ i ain hapi at all.. i was a e while screamin in my heart, feelin disapointed and angry wif myself.. i failed and its a fact.. worst of all, i stil mus pretend to b hapi in front of ppl.. fakin it all out.. til ky told mi tt its beta 2 cry it all out.. i was shock.. i din tell her anyting and she knew.. wats wrong wif mi?? tears almos filled my eye 4 e veri moment.. luckily i stopped it soon after my shock.. its all in my head and heart.. lots of querstion filled my brain up.. 4 e veri moment, i can feel my head bein exploded.. i feel lyk screamin but no i cun.. i mus smile.. i almos failed my dnt.. but i last in class.. terrors.. geo test was HARD.. i got confidence tt i will fail.. ahh!! wats wrong wif mi..