disappointed and disgusted by myself.. @ 9:53:00 PM
BELOW ARE JUST SOME COMPLAINS ABOUT SOMEONE WHO PISSED ME OFF TODAY / HOW PISSED I AM WITH MYSELF SO IF YOU AREN'T INTERESTED, DON'T HIGHLIGHT THEM.. THANKS (:
there are just some days whereby you are digusted by every single one of your friends and starts to really get pissed off with every action they do.. well, this is the day.. mayb i was just being too stupid to actually believed that you would changed but no.. i am seriously not angry with you, but just with myself for being such a dumbo, getting suan by you full-time and yet, thinking that you would change someday.. but still, i want to thank you alot for betraying me cause now, i've finally seen through your true colours and stopped myself before anyone else gets hurt.. things just aren't that simple anymore.. i can't pretend to be smiley smiley with you anymore.. trying to help isn't really a good reason for betraying so i suggest you to find a better excuse sometimes so that i would not hate myself so much again.. thanks for the hard training you had given for the past few years, i really appreciate them even if it hurts me.. i suck i noe.. and i really do.. just hope that you will finally wake up one day and finally realised how much harm had you did to the ppl around you, even if you don't mean anything.. good luck and just want you to noe, i will still respect you-for all the things you had given and help me in.. i am still grateful, just that i will no longer love you as much anymore..