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Monday, March 31
@ 4:12:00 PM
its been a bad bad week last week, since monday..
Ahpo died.. she was 96 this year and its like 4more years to a hundred.. when i was younger, she used to cook all sorts of things to treat my family, her death remind me of my grandpa.. he was dear to me, though he dun talk much, but once i went for a stayover in his house, he would wake up early in the morning like 4plus 5 just to go to the other side od s'pore to buy my fav cha siew pao.. they made me realised how lucky i have been.. and how ungrateful i used to be.
scalded my hand with a boiling tube during chem prac, and for that moment, all thoughts within me are gone.. physical pain can take away all scars in your heart, its true.. yes, it might hurt for a moment but isn't it better??
AMBience is like finally over and to my dearest recruits, i am so very proud of you people.. no matter what stupid comments you've got, all you have to do is to look at me if you need any comfort.. i will be there for you.. wetswind's eupho sect was solid kays.. at least they got to stand up and do all sorts of things, and yet, play so nicely.. WOW~~btw, thanks for those who gave my cards, flowers or anything during the concert.. loves loves <<3
i sank into loving you too much that it fails to make me hate anymore.. all i could do, is to cry within myself.. the hope i once held so highly upon...maybe thats the reason why it broke that badly.. why do i have to know you through other people?? i feel like a puppet- puppet whom you can play with.. tell me please dear, tell me if you want to give up.. save me from the torture yourself, and not by other people.. you said you care, but do you??