it looks like i still don't understand myself, at least not well enough.. vision had became blurrer to me and everything is like in a great mess now.. told myself not to hear, not to see, and not the care.. but its still, not the case yet..i've got to try harder, until the day i exhaust myself entirely will be the day of my success.. wounds would make me braver, cause i noe i am on my own now, gotto learn to stand up (: lols, i am not emo-ing kays, just maybe dishearten due to exams.. knew that i could have done it well, but yet, some things cannot be changed anymore.. once the time is up, everything is over..