yesterday was screwed totally, with all the rain and msgs of important ppl not coming. and heard something i shdn't have heard.. shal not elaborate or pinpoint anyone. see, i am nice :D oh well, at least its finally over.. glad that the cake was edible. and they said the cookies taste quite nice so i guess thats the only plus point yesterday. except for that, everything was just plain horror..
i have no idea how many times must i experience this, to look at those i love leave me and progress to some other place so unfamiliar. i could do nothing, but to stare at you go. stare and only stare, with no courage to hold you back. i plastered a smile on my face, at least i did the best i could, when i look into your eyes. when can courage ever come? do you understand me or do you not? will you at least give a hint, for me to either fight or surrender?
shall just stop blurting everything out, don't want ppl to too much..