a very nice song worth to be share (:

i am so proud of myself to survive the crisis of sitting beside ho and km without killing myself 1st.. i am really not AA okay? sittin in the IMH row.. please lah, who want to be twins with her man? -breathe in breathe out- no, i am not giving birth anytime soon don't worry.. RAWR, nvm if you don't understand because you are not suppose to at all.. And now, we've got a C.mary, mr feeding-dog, and ms bang-head-against-wall-if-we-get-a1.. like wth? can i have some normal people in my life please?

i want to be a robot-so that i can't feel, won't feel, and unable to feel any emotions in my life.. sorry for all the disappointment i've caused to those who loved me, i know its for me, but this isn't exactly what i wanted everything to be.. the sadness i've caused in your world is unforgivable, mayb i shdn't even exist at all.. will everything be better for you? to this body of mine, i apologised for the previous tortures and damages i've been doing all this while.. Until i finally see the mirror image- a pale-looking girl standing in fornt of the mirror, filled with bruises all over her.. that is me.. the me that had been living silently for the past 16years,, you never resist any thing i've ever done, despite how pain it can that.. i am sorry, i promise you not to have any emotion again.. its not worth it for those uglies..