everyday i tell myself to be strong, everyday i fail to do so. Useless woman. Getting more and more negative, need motivations, need improvements. I don't want to depend on anyone anymore, cause perhaps he is right. The only person you can fully trust is yourself. If you fall, pick yourself up and try again till you get it. If you keep on leaning, you'll never know how to stand by yourself.
Wake up, weishan. Only you can decide for yourself.