Have no idea why I am still up at this hour but feeling extremely :(:( right now! Arg, really cannot tolerate inefficiency despite countless self-reminder to slow down. It's like needing to wait for the entire world to slowly crawl together when you are already rushing for time. The sense of urgency... Sorry this post is such a pessimistic one. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, I really do. Need to take a chill pill to ease the angst. Either that, or soak myself in water for awhile.
Somehow, it calms me down.