Signs of desperation.

What kind of desperation and helplessness could drive them down the path of no return? We see the suicidal individuals as weak and we blame them, but could it be that the world is sick on its own and that these victims are just trying to escape from their current situations? We all want happiness, what gave them the courage to take their own lives? Why are we always busy with our own world and joy that we forget about these people? Even ended up treating their feelings as a attention-seeking behaviour.

I dont know if its true but i guess some of us may have play with the thoughts of commiting suicide at our down times. But recently I started to see something at the place i am working in- the desperation to live. Uncles and aunties are travelling all the way to seek help for their bodies, some so helpless that theyll believe anything they are told to keep on breathing. Some were wheelbound and others limping a little but nonetheless travel all the way (some even across ocean). They see you as their savior. They want to live even though they are suffering everyday. I saw the desperation to live.

So to those who are playing the thoughts of doing anything funny, i just want you to know that you are not wrong. The current situation may have been unfavourable to you. But there are others out there fighting to breathe. I dont know about you but looking at them tells me that i have no rights to give up my life. I still have so much things to do and look forward to. My diving and italy trip, how i would change after taking out my braces, where would I be 10 years from now and who would I meet in the future etc. Really superficial stuff but I am curious about them. Arent you curious about yours as well?? Things can change, if we start making a difference now. Take it that youve died once, and reborn as someone stronger. And let the stronger you start building a future you could look forward to.

Superficial post.
But too many are lost recently.
for those who are reading this, just want to say that you are important.

For those who are dealing with people playing such thoughts, please extend your love to that poor soul. He/she is fighting a war and needs your support in it.