The power of time.

Nothing really stays constant actually.

小瓜们长大了, people mature, distance grew for some and we became closer to others. Dynamic of relationship changes and we would never really know what is going to happen to us in the near future. It was as if not in the distance past that something that meant so much was gone and now that i looked back at it, it doesnt really matter anymore. Treasure and stay thankful, but dont dwell over it for long. Instead, concentrate on the things you can do now. Keep the best memories and walk off, its fine. Sounds heartless right? Yeah, not very good at playing with such games so walking off always seem to be my best bet. But i realised that thats one of my major flaw too. I dont know what uni has done to make me so jaded about stuff (or at least act like i dont really care) until i talked to my bro that day. Andersonians have a common personality: that they never give up no matter how hard it is. They would find ways to make it work, to beat the system and to finally get what we want. A bit idealistic and generalised but for a moment, i want to find that part of me back. Probably why i am trying so hard to find time for those whom i want to care about even if it means overworking at times. Because you'll never know what will happen if you just escape once results doesnt show. Not saying that we need to please everyone but at least for the few more important ones we want to try keeping in our lives, we need to put in extra hardwork for the relationship to work out. Its not about who you knew they were, but who they are now. I am not sure how well i can do this, but i am willing to give it a try. So please, if you see me acting awkwardly friendly to you, it prob just means that i still want you in my life for quite a while. I am just doing my best so pardon the weirdness.

What will happen in the next few years of our lives?
I am not too sure but so long as we are willing to build a future we want to see, i am sure it will turn out great.

I am excited to see what will happen next.