And I realised that hidden behind that facade of passion, there hid a sense of fear, and paranoid, and a little tinge of capricorn's obsession. I started building my life around it. It has become an identity, nearly an addiction. The racing heart, the clouded mind and the entire experience of living in my own little world, apart from the rest.
He is right. It's time to take a step back and look at the situation more clearly. There is nothing that serious about it. I need to find myself back.