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Wednesday, March 7
Feel The Scream Within Mi.. @ 9:46:00 PM
tired.. i m so bloody tired of everyting.. friends and so much more.. wats wrong wif mi.. i din meant 2 b hurtin but it hurt sum1.. i wan a break.. u r grabbin mi too close tt i cun breathe.. i m suffocating. luckily i stil got steph 2 listen 2 mi and yet not betrayed mi.. so thx steph so much for this!! band was emotional 2dae.. alot of ppl cry cos opf e syf than suddenly every1 veri touchinand emotional lah.. i feel so bad. is tt brave or wat.. i cun cry out.. jyuz stared into e mirror and i saw myself-- e fat and ugly and fake idiot.. juz shit.. i m not tryin 2 b pessimistic but i m veri pissed off wif so mani ppl.. ui wasjuz tryin 2 b nice 2 them by remindin them about wat they do may affect others and i got scolded bac in return.. wat did i do?? tryin 2 b nice.. since this is wat i get, the i shall not b an angel animore.. i m not asd hapi as i appear to b./. i feel bad inside lyk other ppl too.. i m not tt immature.. i juz wan 2 make every1 hapi bt makin fun of myself.. but i m sinkin too much.. so much tt i feel lyk i m fallin into a pitless holesw.. where nth happens 4eva.. mayb if reali i fall into it, this might b so much easier..