REALISATIONS ( please skip this post if you hate emofreaks)
1. many a times, ppl tend to love only those who love them and hate those who don't.. can such love be forever and ever?? for the sake of convenience, for the sake not wasting too much energy, ppl chose this path. to only return the love when all had been taken away, but give none when none was receive. how selfish can that be?? they use great words like 'love', but actually, in the end of the day, lust would be the product of everything. they said they were hurt, but fall in love again for the same reason. no lessons, no nothing but just repeating the whole process over and over again. how dumb can we humans be?
2. have you ever wanted something really badly and had given up everything on the process but yet, none was return?? this hopeless and lost feeling remain in our heart, too small to bear.. but nothing could be done, but to convince yourself that everything would be fine and hide those tears behind the forceful smiles? this happens in our real life as nth goes as smoothly as what we always expect to be.. even though, the piercing feeling remain. you ran, you hide, you ignored. breaking down, hurting yourself to forget the pain and everything. tired andglad, you are finally immune to all.. how wonderful would that be? the process does hurt, but soon, everything would be alright.
3.life is such a precious thng and you simply have no idea how to control it. trust me, i do had a shock to know about it.. treasure those around you, and love them as much as you can b4 its too late.. respect every life around you.. could still rmb the day my grandpa died, i cried helplessly and cun even bear to kill an ant.. nothing but keep on staring. yes, its painful but you are strong, so believe in yourself for everything would pass, for i will be there for you. just look back whenever you feel tired, theres nth much i cud give, but a smile.
4.its okay to cry sometimes. but after crying, understand and think through everything. no one wun feel sad, so its okay to cry.. or maybe its the courage that we all lack of to prevent us from crying.
breakfast at starbucks (: POOH!! <3> i think it looks fun * my glory