'never had a dream come true..'

hello (:

i am in a good mood cause its friday :D and that i flung all my exams le.. gonna get retain so its like, oh well.. i am a brave girl now, so theres no need to cry over anything i dun really want to care about :D many things happen in this week, so i am not going to blog about everything. my phone finally had its off-day.. man, lots of info inside sia.. get well soon okay? felt ultra disappointed with myself for all the exams result, definately will be able to do better.

saw this little pink flowers on the grass patch while having lunch today and i really wanted it. but as i tried stretching my hands out to reach in, guilt sets in. something was telling me not to do so, that its too cruel to kill the flower just because of me. i din noe what i really wanted actually, to take it with me or to let it live. but soon, i figured out that it would be best to let others had a chance to like them too, for they never belong to me, and they never will..

had a weird dream last night. i dreamt that you put your arms over me and hold me really tightly. i laughed and hug you back, smiles spread over my face even after i woke up.for i know that it will never happen in reality. but still, i am glad to have this weird and sweet dream. :)

this blog is gonna be so crap, but no one actually reads it ( at least i think so) so lols.. heck lah! i finally had a goal. To earn lots of $$ by age of 35. then i will leave for some other countries like bangladesh and go be counsellor, as a training for psychologist, to help the poor little kids there. may sound easy but i am going to try doing it anyway. one life, so we should all live it to the fullest and do things more meaningfully than being a taitai and go shopping everyday.