I've realised that though i cry most of the time, i am a really really lucky soul. To have so many people gaurding and protecting me here and there to minimize the damage till so low that they hurt themselves more than i do, they may be gone, but will always remain in my heart. I can still feel their presence though they are absent, but thank you, for being there whenever i needed someone to pull me up.. Thank you for using your body to protect mine, thank you for giving me your warmth for my laughters to go on, thank you for accepting all my mistakes and pointed them out to me.. thank you, weishan- a lucky soul indeed.. fight for those who fought for you, your injuries don't hurt as much as they do to others, because they believe in you, so believe in yourself.. jiayou..