Just after my previous post, hope really did came.
Even though I am considered as one of the last few choices, but really thankful to those who made this possible. It is tough I know and it may end up as a false hope again, but I am taking a slow but nevertheless steady step towards doing something I truly believe in.
Having mixed feelings now but I believe that I am strong enough to overcome this. Because my passion will carry me a long way. Even if will alone can't get through reality, I will do this bravely. It's a tough decision when two important things are tugging your sleeves. After this, I will not miss it again. And I will work extra hard so as to not disppoint you. This I promise.