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The truth is that we are all dying.

As much as we fear for the end of the world, the fact that we are all dying from the moment we are born remains unchanged. And world end may just mark the day we take out last breath. 

I've been asking myself what I would want to do if today is my last day. I wanted to make the world a better place and that's probably why I wanted to become a doctor. I felt very thankful to be alive, healthy and to have the ability to help people when they are in their most desperate.  However, some things happen and I guess whats mine will remain mine but whats not will stay that way. It's hard to get over it but its getting better as time passes. Slowly but surely, according to one of my kids.

Everyone has their own trouble, and I am sure that as you are reading my whole chunk of nonsense, you are probably troubled by something too. But I don't want to live in my past memories, nor do i want to live under the fear for unknown regarding my future. I just want to appreciate now. We are all dying, so why not spend more time on the current beautiful scene (No, I don't mean your monitor/ phone)? All I know is that despite having all the mood swings and obstacles, I still have a bunch of supportive people beside me. Yes, we may show black faces or even scream at one another at times, but trust me, I'll be there for you when you need me. We don't have much time now, so live the life you love, and enjoy every moment of it.

I still feel very thankful to be alive and healthy. I still have the ability to help people when they are at their most desperate, but just in a different way this time.