Finally back from my camp! (:

Felt totally exclusive from other OGs during the camp since the dancers are in the same OG(triton aka silenus - its the same anyway) and we spent most of our time dancing when others were out there playing games. But oh well, had my fair share of fun(minus the face that my beautiful skin became super dry by the end of the camp!) with the dancers, doing crunches, stretching, body waves and splits (NO I STILL CAN'T DO IT, NOT EVEN NEAR IN FACT!) but no, I am not being sarcastic when i say fun, because it was really fun - especially when you see us encouraging and teaching each other the moves. And being damn high at the start of Finale night, screaming like nobody's business due to the stress from dance. Very grateful that I've met this group of awesome dancers who gave me such a good dancing(lol, feel so weird to be calling us dancers eeyerrrr) experience. (:

Well, I still suck at it, but I guess I've enjoyed myself due to these people:



anyway, saw quite a number of friends from med during our dance prac on the last day and I don't feel as much sadness nor hatred as before. Minus the fact when G was waving at me for our last run, doing what seems like a sexy move, I admit that i had the urge to stop whatever I was doing to run up to slap him but no, I controlled myself! (: Such a good-tempered girl I am thank you thank you! So proud of myself. Even felt that they did a rather good job rather than feeling sour all over and I think the very fact that I am able to type this down calmly shows how much I am prepared to let it go now. It still hurts, but I have chosen to stop beating myself up and just move on.