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Sunday, August 26
if not now, when? @ 3:05:00 PM

Life in Uni is getting a little better this week, despite the confusion and everything that just seem so overwhelming. It's like reaching home late everyday and finding time for meet-ups with friends who are leaving Singapore.

Feeling excited for my friends who are going overseas soon, yet was wondering how i would have felt if i am going overseas too. Frankly speaking, my transition into Uni wasn't that bad due to the supportive friends I've met. It's tough, but i know that i am definitely not the only one feeling this way, and that i will survive well. (the grades are of diff matter but anyway...) But if i am leaving Singapore, without my parents and friends, I don't think i will be able to make it far. Respect to all my friends not studying in local U.

And this made me wonder how much i am willing to give up to step out of my comfort zone and be a braver soul. I am very lucky to meet so many nice people in the past 19 years of my life, most of whom are kind to me but i don't think that i understand life enough. Too protected, in another word. It made me feel that I am solely surviving, not living although i know that i am working hard towards my goal. I went to RJ because of my dreams and to test my ability to survive, but life is so kind to me that it sent me a bunch of simply awesome people whom i know i can always lean back on. No, i am not complaining about how great my life is, in fact i am truly grateful to all I've met as you help shape who i am today. To speak the truth, I don't even have any idea why i am even typing this out in a blog with no viewers.

We are only young once and there is only 1 life for us to live.
But if we live it to the fullest, once is enough.

This is just a crappy post to remind myself (and anyone who is reading this) that we have to start living. To do things that we don't have the courage to, to speak what we truly believe in, and to behave like nobody but yourself. DANCE IN THE RAIN, SING WITH THE RADIO, EXPLORE PLACES YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TO BEFORE, READ A NICE STORY IN A COZY CAFE, SPEND TIME CREATING YOUR OWN NAIL PAINTING, MAKE FRIENDS WHOM YOU CAN SCREAM WITH AND TELL EVERYTHING TO and BE ONE.

Because if not now, when?

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