Explore because you are genuinely interested in the new culture,
not because you want to run away from your life.
Amidst all the chaos, I am actually enjoying everything I am doing now. Understanding the diseases and medications and interacting with real patients, challenging myself to feats I have never picture myself doing and actually getting certification to do it, and preparing for my summer trip in a foreign country speaking a foreign language. Really grateful for all these opportunities given although it may sound very 'duh, what are all these man? I've done it a hundred times' to some of you, for having sufficient financial independence to do all these(yes, I am still guilty because I am literally back to zero again), for supportive family who are looking forward to to the trip as much as me instead of overprotecting me.