the whole world is fallin apart.. band syf todae.. we got a SILVER.. than e whole band broke down.. intend not to cry 1.. till prav came and comfort mi.. than i broke down completely.. wept and wept.. e whole band cried 2gth.. but it reali feel beta.. but we xpect 2 get a gold.. we were so gd.. so gd tt we r sure tt we will gewt at least a gold.. but at e competition-- everyting went wrong.. wghole band juz wept for round 1 h.. stil feelin guilty right nw.. but jin jun told mi sumting which i reali appreciate.. the silver is on e paper; e gold is in our heart... thz so much jinjun.. =D criend again when i get home.. duno when i started 2 become such a loser and bcom so weak.. i reali dun wan e tchrs and conductors to go.. we r lyk a family.. mayb i shd quit band if they reali change e conductor.. i m sori min jun. 4 tinkin of abondonin u.. but u will still survive.. or mayb beta..