I didn't know what made me lose it that day.

Oh wait. Perhaps I do have some idea. But nonetheless, I am glad I lose it that day. It's been such a long time since I really had a good laugh for so long and spoke so freely without feeling the need to entertain/ censor whatever I have to say. Realised I only let down my guard at night with people whom I have no pressure to behave in a certain manner. When embarrassing ourselves together really isn't that embarrassing and we can truthfully spill basically everything. When we show our raw innate nature and even smile at the comfortable silence. Definitely not the easiest feat to be so vulnerable in front of people. Really came in time after the tiring day.

It's so hard to live in the current world.
We are all just seeking for our own happiness aren't we? So why not give ourselves and others a break?
Less judgement, and more care.

All we need to be, is ourselves.

Weish, you simply have no idea how lucky you are.
You are so well-protected, you are so blessed.
There's no reason for you to lose your smile. (:

So stay strong, and protect them as well.