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weishan (:
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don't worry, be happy
Too much love to pin them all out.
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Wednesday, June 18
@ 9:58:00 PM
band camp is finally over.. miss my dearest bed and bolster.. got my nice nice smell one (:
okay crap :/ i have this feeling of uncertainty
no longer sure why am i here
with no direction of what is going to happen next and
what do i really want..
its just a mixture of eveything that just come rushing to you all of a sudden..
i knew i've prepared for everything..
i expected it, i practise how to control myself for a gazillion times..
but at that particular moment,
everything just went berserk..
iamsorryiamsorryiamsorryiamsorryiamsorry..
does these even help??
fine! maybe i am just too tired to think straight..
the more i try, the more think.. please please, little brain, stop thinking!
我开始慌了。
一昧得像个傻瓜一样，
眼泪不听使唤不断不受控制的流下。
突然想起了一句我很喜欢的歌词：
‘如果分离，还未被发明，来折磨爱情’
觉得它很漂亮不是吗？
其实很多东西是我们无法控制的。
所以，宁愿去想自己所失去的，
倒不如先想想这么把事情做到最好先。
我一直到现在才领悟。
这才对你想帮助的人有所价值吧。
虽然痛苦，可却没关系了。
拜托你，不要想了。
i just blog in chinese (: thankyouthankyou..
and then
i finally finally realise.. its time really to come back.